Christmas Eve

Is christmas!!!
Can't believe 2013 is coming soon~~~
juz back from a party n damn tired now~~
Anyway~~ Marry christmas everyone!!!

Feel so energetic and happy everytime i see those thing u guys write to me~~
BFF!! ^^

Mid-term

Is week 6/7 for the college tis week~~

time flies~~=="

my mood very unstable recently~~

sometimes very happy n sometimes feel moody~~

so many exam n assignment ~~

stressful~~

Planning for the trip to Italy~~

going to buy the flight ticket tomorrow~~

looking forward for the trip!!

XD

Milan and Rome!!!

Excited!!

My father suddenly send so many weird message for me~~

said sorry and bla bla bla~~

made me feel so strange~~

wad dear ~~ love u~~ miss u~~

feel like a stranger talking with me

ok~~i didnt means i hate him or wad~~

I actually quite respect him~~

just cant get used to the way he talking with me nowadys~~

But i think our relationship maybe can become closer tis time?? hope so too~~

sorry for not updating my blog so long time ~~><"

too many activity ~~ hehe~~

some photo from 2 different halloween party~~

Just love halloween so much~~ <3 div="div">

Year 2 start~

Back to ireland almost 1 month...
still have 20 MONTHSSSSS then i will go back to malaysia if i dont go back next year~~
it's really a long time...

Still can clearly remember that day when I am in airport alone waiting my bestie to come...
feel so touch everytime i think about it~~
sorry to let u guys jam in highway for almost 3 hours ><"
although we just meet for less then 10 minutes that time~~but i really very happy~~
almost cry when i thought u guys can't rush to airport~~
love u guys so much~~
BFF!! <3 p="p">dont miss me so much~~^^

I move into a new house this year~
it's a nice and warm house...
all the housemates are helpful n we can play anything we want^^
I think this this is a new start for me~

miss u guys~~ <3 p="p">

my bed~~love it so much~ ^^

Fren~~

Time to shopping~~ bought a lot of things~~

One more week to go~

Came back from family trip yesterday night~
Damn tired~
Sit until my ass also pain~><

Monday go c dentist
Tuesday c doctor
N maybe tmr need to c another doctor ><

Many things still haven't prepare~
Running out of time ady~
Hope I can finish all the things by this weekend~

home

Finally~~i stay at house more than 3 days~~
feel so mad because i start sick the first day at home~~
n it seems like getting serious n serious......
even i on9 at cyber cafe nw also feel like so tired~~
hope i wont sleep at here later~
Well~~it's so damn boring at home~~
watch episode n movie for whole day n drink a lot of water =.=
what a life~~~
birthday is coming...
i cant realize i am going to become 20th soon...
no mood lehh actually~~
maybe i will disappear alone tat day i birthday gua~~~
haha~~dont want let anyone find me~~^^

Last time

I decided to give myself last chance
I warned myself~~
Tis is the LAST TIME!!!

I MUST XXXXXX YOU!!!!
hahahaha
dont think anyone can understand me wad i am talking about~~
but nvm~~
i just wan to remind myself~~

Working life

I an so busy after i come back
can't really relax myself actually....
need to find work everytime i online
haihhhhh......
i will only work until next month
then is time for me to rest!!!^^

heard some bad news recently~~
hope you will be okay^^

NG BEE HUI

i miss u so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
especially after chatting with you~~
n i found out a serious problem~~
y we dnt hv any photo d a???
tis is the only photo i can find~~
we must take many many photo next time!!!
take care a~~
drink much water n rest more~
later u getting serious i wil very sad d~~~
faster find 1 day come out la~~~
my lovely gorgeous awesome beautiful pretty cute sexy NG BEE HUI!!!

Appreciate

I feel i am a lucky girl today....

thanks to all people~~

gt ppl delivery lunch for me when i am hungry

gt ppl beside me for whole day when i need someone

thanks for being so good to me n even no scold me when i dnt feel like talking^^

thanks!! 

Busy week~~

So many thing need to settle after came back~~
finally i found a job n start working^^
work until end of june then i can rest ~XD
i am such a lazy girl><"

I lost my student card!!!
just 1 week n it's gone!!!
called to the place i been n he said he will call me if he found the card~~
praying praying~~~~
tat card is so important to me~~

midnight

dont ask me online such early~~
cause i also dunno==

dunno wan to write wad at first...
but after c something ~~felt like so disappointed....

well~~maybe we are not best friend
but at least u rstill a fren for me....
misunderstanding btw us seems like more deep as the time go....

i can't control wad u think
i understand u will judge me whatever i did
i didnt means tat all i did is right but i just feel like whatever i did u also wan to judge
i would like to ask u what wil u do if u r me==?
don't act like u very understand me cause u didnt take part in my life tis few years
i have no energy to explain too much for u since we are not talking for years
but pls don't always judge me....u hv no right to do tat

i realize tat u can't let all the people in the world like u
if u change because 1 person hate u
then hw many time u nid to change in the future?
of course I still need to change all my bad habit
but I wil choose to keep my personalities

Malaysia

hehe~~
i came back secretly
surprise most of my fren^^
so gd to c those funny reation~~
yihlin like cnt talk n stunt at thr
weilin screaming
n huiru cried!!!!
hahahaha~~i know tis is because u guys care me so much~~~
love u ^^

Going back soon

will  be back in malaysia after weeks

feel so happy but also wondering~~

dunno why i wil feel like tat~~~

hope everything wil be fine~~^^

Belfast one day trip before go back to malaysia~^^

nice weather remind me tat summer holiday is coming~^^

bad mood

bad mood-ing.....
arghhhhhhhhhh
i am angry!!!

Sick!!

feel so sick now><
still have 1 subject next monday~~
wad the hell><"
feel so sleepy all the time...
fever+sore throat
and even menstrual for 12 days ald~~
2 more days then is half month le!!!
 i am lack of blood now~~
who wan to donate blood for me???

一句“我难受” 。

可以换来谁的一句：“你在哪，马上到”。


不想了~~还是睡觉去吧~~~

你旅行了吗？？

人一定要旅行，尤其是女孩子。一個女孩子見識很重要，你見的多了，自然就會心胸豁、

達，視野寬廣，會影響到你對很多事情的看法。旅行讓人見多識廣，對女孩子來說更是如

此，它會讓自己更有信心，不會在物質世界裡迷失方向。

人生是一條有無限多岔口的長路，永遠在不停地做選擇。選擇什麼專業、做什麼工作、和

誰做伴侶…每一個選擇都影響深遠，不同的選擇也必定造就完全不一樣的人生。不要頻頻回

首自怨：如果當初如何如何，現在就不會怎樣怎樣…每一個岔口的選擇其實沒有真正的好與

壞，人生就是自己獨一無二的創作，我唯一的我.

兒時，幸福是一件實物；長大之後，幸福是一種狀態。然後有一天，我們才發現，幸福既

不是實物，也不是狀態，幸福是一種領悟。

一個人只有在一個狀態下是確定正在成長的、那就是不舒服的時候！人一定要到陌生的世

界和環境下才會深刻的體會到自我的感受、那時無依無靠的你所表現的是最原始的本能！

人與人之間若有等級之別、我們可以藉由旅行來了解自己的等級！而人與人之間確實也有

等級之別、我們管不了別人的低級、但我們卻可以提升自己的等級。到時當遇見低等的人

時、你會發出會心一笑的聲音、搖搖頭地露出笑容、微笑看待那些事物、因為你知道你的

等級已經成長了！而看到那些低等的東西也已經覺得微不足道的微笑了。

今年的你走過了哪些地方、學會了什麼？還是今年的你計畫去哪邊走走、讓自己學會些什

麼？這個世界很大、很精彩、但我們每天的生活只侷限在一個小圈圈裡、能學到的、能感

受到的、能遭遇到的都有限！我們常說一個人還年輕的時候心胸狹窄是因為他所見識到的

還很少、而隨著我們成長之後卻變成欣賞懂得很多、見識很廣的人！因為從那些人的口中

及眼裡、我們能學到很多很多！如果喜歡上一個人、沒有前進、甚至比自己一個人的時候

還要倒退、那麼你還在執著什麼？喜歡上他並沒有讓你變得更好、不是嗎？不如大步前

進、走自己的路、因為這世界上只有你自己、可以讓自己過得更好！甚至不用依賴誰、寄

託誰！因為你未必出類拔萃、但你肯定與眾不同！

傻孩子、拎起行囊、勇敢的走著自己真正該走的路！也許當下真的不知道哪個方向是正確

的、但是時間在將來一定會把你以往一點一滴的零碎拼湊成一個完成的解答、屆時你會發

現曾遭遇到的一切就是造就成未來那個與眾不同的你！（by：白色裂痕自編＋轉述）

Studying

outfit for beach party~^^

well~~i stayed at home for many days to study
bought food for 2 weeks n didnt go out~~
become a true 宅女><
summer is coming after final~~~
holiday holiday~~~~~~~~

用一个平平淡淡的心去看这个世界，你就会发现美无处不在，看似平淡的生活是如此的绚丽多彩！平平淡淡是一种胸怀。当你拥有了一颗平平淡淡之心，你就拥有了宁静、淡泊，从容和美好。

Final again...

having final 1 week later....
still no mood to study...
time fly~~
going to back to malaysia after final
feel happy but sometimes feel sad~
hope to c my frens n family in malaysia
tis is y i feel happy^^
but i feel sad too~~
i am going to miss everything here~~
miss my frens,miss school,miss party,n miss one special things~~
haih....
maybe i really should try to rescue myself~~
try to don't care too much....

Lie???

I don't mind if you lie to me,

all I mind is your lies do not fool me

Eat n Play in Dublin

Starters, Main course and dessert!!!

Extremely delicious!!!

But quite expensive~~20euro per meal~~

nvm~~the most important is my bad mood disappeared immediately after i finished it^^

Went to bar n listened to irish traditional musih n hv a drink-Heineken~~~

Take photo while waiting for my delicious food~~^^

Be happy

don't think about things that make you upset~
think about those that make you laugh^^

Titanic

watched titanic with friend today
actually it's a great movie
but this time...
i didnt cry
i start to doubt that everything is just virtual
maybe i shouldn't care too much about things happen on me
just let it go and give my heart a break~~
this is the better way

i trust that things will become better after all this kind of shit things happen on me
ohh~~forget to say that my leg is twisted again
same leg as last time the motor hit me=="
now i just hope that my leg will get well soon because i still want to dance~~

"Be happy and don't do anything stupid~^^"
i said to myself

Holiday mood on

Holiday start~
went to many places n did a lot of crazy things
trying to forget all things tat make me upset or annoying
obviously~it works ^^
but I spent quite a lot of money><
sorry mom~~

Work Hard, Stay Humble

Well~~

too many thing happen recently

I really dont want to involve inside 

trying not to help any side but seems like difficult

No one will understand the feeling to be the middle person

But come on~

i am innocent

I didnt do anything

and both of them also my friend 

I just cant do anything .....

Hope this "War" will end as soon as possible~~

Funny

突然间发现很多人喜欢对号入座咯
我真的不是在讲你们以为的那个人啦
不要再问我了好不好？？
我只是在给朋友一些建议而已啦
需不需要我把blog 整个换掉哦
哈哈哈哈~~
回头看一下又突然觉得真的满容易让人误解的啦
你们都误会了~~
好吧好吧
你们要怎样想都好
我大不了当作不知道吧~~^^
朋友啊（爱尔兰的）这次真的要写明了~~
别再理那个人跟别人讲的话了
反正他真的喜欢你就不会这样做了啊对不对？？
不要做无谓的等待啦~~
Arrogant u know???XD(i post it for u last few post d leh)
你还有我吗~~
我不介意跟你xxx的哦
哈哈哈哈^^

Easter Holiday is coming

Easter holiday is coming
Planning to organize a 4 days trip with friends around ireland
sounds excited right??^^
Places:Belfast-titanic 100 years anniversary
          Galway-harry potter d place
          Cork-second big city in ireland
and many many places like limrick, waterford, slingo

Friendship

If you have three group of friend A,B and C

A hate B and C

B hate A and C

and even

C hate A and B

sounds ridiculous but this happen on me

wad am i suppose to do?? =.="

Arrogant

Complicated

actually i dont know wad am i doing><
i think i am crazy!!!
can somebody slap me n wake me up pls!!

现实

我们都习惯一开始就把事情美好化
以致当事情不是像我们想象中的时候就开始抱怨
说什么现实是残酷的
最后我们才了解到原来是自己想太多了

我们时常不觉得自己做错什么
所以在mindset里面就会觉得是人家做错
其实举一个最简单的例子吧
当我听到别人讲你坏话的时候
我会生气是很正常的
但请想深一层
我真的没有讲过人家的坏话吗？？

我们有时候又会觉得自己很伟大
觉得为对方付出了很多很多
但是对方何尝不是为我们付出了很多呢？？

其实只要想深入一点，很多气就会消了
不要把自己抬得太高
不要在别人面前假装好像很在意结果事实更本不是这样
那样真的很让人心寒
或许不完全是你错
我也有错
我也在努力学习这些事情

你是你生命的作者，

何必写那么难言的剧本 

29/2

eat buffet with friend in dublin on tis very special days~
but i forget to confess to someone~~XD
can get money if he reject me~~~

i start drinking tap water ~
refuse to do that for months but i drink it at last
haizzzzzz......
i changed~~~
feel very dirty at first but is so lazy to wait the water to cool down~~
nvm~~~it's drinkable in ireland^^

Busy sem

Many assignment recently
but i  keep playing everyday
dont hv study mood at all><"
i am a bad girl tis few weeks!!

Cook spaghetti for my friends^^

What a awesome night life! ^^

Stronger

I am not used to act like a weak person

But you have no the right to hurt me because 

I seems like very strong.

There is only 9 weeks for my sem2

sounds like very good but the truth 

is i am damm busy to finish my assignment!!

Nvm~~

I am looking forward my summer holiday ^^

Exercise

Dancing and exercise~

Whole body's muscle cramp ^^

Semester 2 start

School start this monday
The timetable looks like shit!!
Need to wake up before 8am everyday...
it's killing me><
Almost late to school tis few days...
And i have 7 hours class for every wed and thurs==

Feels that life is more meaningful after the course start again ^^
No time for me to think too much and finally i can spend more time in school

There are some Malaysia student coming tomorrow~
And my friend is coming~
Thanks for helping me to bring my stuff here^^

Night

最近喜欢上晚上一个人听歌
听了歌哭一哭
感觉也不错嘛~
朋友啊~
别担心了~~
我只是需要适时的发泄一下而已^^

上帝啊~
让爱情冷冻吧~
别再触动它了。。。

Things will come to an end, but the memories will stay. 

Clubbing night^^

我有将麻烦吗？==“

巨蟹座的雙面性格：寄居蟹與大閘蟹


巨蟹座由代表「情感、母性與潛意識」的月亮所守護，時常給人顧家、包容、堅強的印象。他們工作風格謹慎仔細，生活上卻常給人傻大哥、傻大姊的印象。「顧家」是大家聽到巨蟹座的直覺印象，但其實巨蟹座也不乏孤芳自賞的浪子型人物。

寄居蟹

寄居蟹型的巨蟹座十分怕生，看來溫和，但口風很緊，不會輕易透露自己的背景和真正的想法。他們很討厭人家來裝熟，表面上可以跟你好來好去，但他們心裡面早就對你有所戒心。寄居蟹個性固執，養成的習慣不管好壞，叫他改都是天方夜譚，除非你自己想開。要他養成新習慣，也是件不容易的事，他可能很宅、不愛講話、不愛交際，你硬要拉他去見朋友，他會使悶性子給你看。

巨蟹座的人有完美主義，當他們開始覺得世界有太多缺陷、不如他們想像的美好時，他們會選擇退卻、選擇武裝自己。巨蟹座的寄居蟹性格會隨著年齡越來越明顯，防禦的機制也會越來越強大！他們期許自己要崇高、要潔身自愛，也因此挑選對象時很挑剔，不但要外表順眼，更要內在踏實上進。

然而，巨蟹座卻時常愛上才子才女型的對象，戀愛初期以對方為榮，久了不管對方對他再冷漠、再壞，也會死拖活磨好久才肯放手。因為他不肯承認自己做了錯誤的決定，選了錯的人，所以要巨蟹座自己離開愛人，是件不容易的事。朋友勸也聽不進去，硬要寄居蟹放手，他只會躲到殼裡逃避，假裝聽不見。

是了。寄居蟹最拿手的，就是對於他不相信的事充耳不聞，只要他認定一個人是好的、認定一件事是對的，再怎麼勸他都是白費力氣，除非他自己想開。

大閘蟹

由於巨蟹座的保護色彩實在太重，許多人常常會忽略他們也有逞兇鬥狠、不服輸倔強的一面。愛面子的巨蟹座自我要求很高，他們討厭被看不起，所以會希望自己能不斷進步，不要被看扁。同樣的，他也會常常以高規格的標準去要求身邊親近的親友。在他的觀念裡，人生如逆水行舟，不進則退，如果你一天沒有進步，長久累積下來，在他的眼裡就是退步、就是墮落。好為人師的他更看不慣沒有目標、荒廢渡日的人，也不會喜歡跟這樣的人做朋友，但大閘蟹卻忘了自己在低潮的時候，更萎靡不振、更頹廢。

大閘蟹就像糾察隊一樣，會去糾正身邊的人，如果遇到路人不守規矩、沒有公德心，像是禁菸區吸菸、亂丟垃圾、亂插隊，他都會挺身而出去指正對方。面對親友，他也時常不厭其煩地去勸誡對方不良的生活習慣，更會苦口婆心地要失戀的親友勇敢地走出低潮、振作起來。然而，大閘蟹的長螯常常是對外不對內的，他們自以為律己甚嚴，卻時常犯了迷糊、耳根子軟、意志不堅的毛病。他會勸別人抽菸傷身、失戀傷心，自己卻常常誤信讒言、愛不對人。在愛情的面前，巨蟹座時常會愛上表面的絢麗，更會拿情人短暫或偶爾的浪漫，去不斷原諒情人的過錯，深信他有天一定會悔悟。

To Yong Yihlin!!!

we have been celebrated many birthday together

This is the first time since this few years I cant celebrate ur birthday with you~

nvm~

I believe Do and Re will gv u a gd birthday~

Dont miss me too much~^^

Wish you can find a boyfriend in this year

And wish us can meet together this year(if i cn go back^^)

Wish u all the best in ur study too~~

And wish our friendship can last forever~

U must remember ~

No matter what happen I will always support you~~

And I really miss you so much~~~

I love u ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ 

复杂

说实在的
我有时候真的不知道我在做什么
有时候我真的很想脱离自己的限制
让自己放肆一下
或许过后会后悔吧
不过来了外国后我真的觉得自己开始变了
变成熟了？
我不敢肯定
算了吧~
船到桥头自然直^^

Holiday!!

Finally finish my exam
Ask my DO RE MI to help me buy something ^^
Feel so warm everytime contact with them~~
All of u r my best best fren forever^^

hvnt upload the photo for my london trip><"
tis juz only some

it's new year~~

it's the first day of 2012~
seriously~
i am not very happy~
but i realize that all the thing will become better after that~
went to night club to count down
many feelings pop out in the night club~
nvm!!
final is coming~
i will be better!!