Start my revision for final exam

Just back from london last friday~
stay at home for christmas and christmas eve
and go dublin again on monday~
is boxing day~
i think many people dont know wad is the day about~~
it's just a day for shopping~
many shop include branded shop hv big sale。。。
My friend woke me up at 5am=="
they wan to go early but unfortunately the bus didnt come
we wait at bus stop for 1 hour
damm cold~~=="

And today~
I need to start my revision for final exam
no chatting and no movie~
it's quite hard for me at first

All my photo still at friends thr~
cnt upload it here~
i will take the photo from her and upload next week~

And the other thing is I dont want to think too much tis few week~
hope everything will be clear after my exam~~
cheer up n is time to start my revision again^^

肚子痛

今天肚子真的是痛到死==
一起来就是那种想撞墙的感觉
经痛就是对女人最不公平的啦！！
天气越来越冷。。。
在这种冷到死的天气还经痛真的是倒霉~

这两天闷在家看了两天的戏
快闷到发霉了
明天如果好了的话我一定会出去的啦！！

好怀念以前每次跟朋友出去玩的感觉哦。。。

Waiting for my london trip

Haha~~
semester is going to end
and my London trip is coming!!!
So excited ^^
Juz like dreaming!!
London!!
I am coming...

The places that i must go!!

London eye!!

London Bridge!!

London China Town!!

Happy weekend

having lunch in restaurant~
delicious food^^

ps to silly person: pls get out from my blog la~~so childish =.=

Halloween photo part 2

Feel like i became a bad girl le^^

everytime go clubbing~~

Busy Busy n Busy

Help me a~~
i have 2500 words need to write><
n i have no idea how to begin this report><
n this report must hand up after 2 weeks~~

Next Thursday have 1 presentation~~
i am so nervous!!
it worth 30%
n i scare the lecturer dnt know what am i talking about><
I juz cant talk like irish la~~
their slang is juz different with malaysia...

Aighhh~~~i wan faster finish this 2 things then i can concentrate on my small test n final le!!
i wan get first class le~~
dunno y this school's system so weird~
the final is after the chirstmas holiday~~
i cnt play for  the whole holiday le>^<

A beautiful picture taken by my friend in dublin...
the sky is damm dark after 5pm....

烦死了==

i am so regret and angry now....

found a university at belfast...

its juz need 3 years  to take my honours degree!!

n 1 year d tuition fees is 9000 pounds...

although is more expensive but juz nid 3 years...

so the total amount is cheaper!!

n the most important thing is this is a top ranking university!!

huh~~~~~~

regret~~><"

maybe i wil try to transfer my credit to tat school next year or the following year~~

if cant than maybe i wil study my honours or master there~~

haizzzzzz......

其实这也不能怪我叻~~

全世界有上万间大学。。。

我怎样懂要找哪里呢？？

只能从错误中学习吧。。。

不过这次的代价大了点啦~~

haha~~suddenly remember that gt ppl wan me to upload the photo o~~

but i havent take it from my friend le~~

this is from my phone d la~~

the "极品“dnt hv la~

i didnt take photo with them~

hope u guys cn satisfied le la~

XD

Have a great time in Silence Night Club when Halloween night^^

miss it so much~

累。。。

Memorable moment

Miss the time we spent together~^^ 

Study!!

this is the first time i study after i came ireland~
cn u imagine i have read my biology note for two days non-stop~~
the reason i did my revision for so long time juz because i thaught my friend also study very hard~~
but!!!
they didnt touch the note =.=
n they said the test only worth 5 marks~~><
ok lo~~
i am so stupid la~~

i have change my computer wallpaper~~
it's so cute^^

feel so happy everytime i open my laptop~
miss the time i watch different species of dog in Desa Parkcity~~
They're so cute~~~

doesn't know what am i doing now =.=

I am so unlucky today!
in a bad mood now!

First, i forget to bring my key card when i go to school.
Thus, i need to wait my roomates come back than i can go in my room.

Second, I duuno why i done such a stupid  mistake in my math test.
Oh gosh!!
Knock me with a hammer now!

Third,my lecturer said that next week will snow!
Although i am looking forward to snow,but it's too fast!
it's unexpected!
i thought it will begin to snow after 2 month!
I havent buy the electric blanket, jacket and many things.

Next,i have many report that need to do!
I dont have time to go shooping to buy thing.

In addition,i have write this post ywice because i forget to save it!

In conclusion, it was such a bad day!!
i dunno why i write tis post in this way,
maybe it's because i done too many lab report tis week.

By the way,Halloween is coming!Hope i will get holiday!

Happy Day^^

I an so happy today~
can chat with huiru,weilin n yihlin at the same time~^^
enjoy the time we spent together^^
sorry ah weilin~ cnt celebrate ur birthday with you~
i think i also cant celebrate yihlin n huiru birthday le~
quite sad becoz of tis~><
I MISS ALL OF YOU!!!

weilin  ar~~both of us just have some photo!!take more  next year when i go back~

my lao gong >.< haha~


















huiru~~miss u so much~^^

finally~weilin grows up!^^

Curry Chicken!!

Don't suspect me ~

i cook curry chicken today~^^

although tis is the first time i cook curry

but it's so delicious!!

but i think i cook too many~

can eat for 3 days~

nevermind!!

i love it so much!!^^

Homework

many homework a~~
gt 2 bio lab report,1 physic lab report,physic exercise n report for irish scientist==
ok~William traill(1844-1933)
is time for me to know more about you!!
i want to finish all the homework this week!
finally i got holiday coz friday is my school open day^^
no nid to wake up so early n i can go shopping~
decide to buy a jacket cost 16 euro~
actually not very expensive but i have think about it for couple of week><
so,i wil buy it tis friday~~
hope got my size la~^^

Trip to Drogheda

Woke up in early morning around 7am
SUPER tired~
juz because we want to go to the pasar in Drogheda~
haha~~didnr go to the pasar after i came here~
so excited^^
buy a lot of thing today~

buy from the market^^
tis is not a normal bear~
this is a hot water bottle~
means that i can put hot water inside n hug it whenever i feel cold~
very useful in winter~^^n it's so cute!!!

a special cake shop~^^


















isnt it look like malaysia pasar??^^
but all the ppl here use english la~not malay~hahahaha

so many dessert sell in this shop~next time i wan come here to eat!^^

Busy life^^

Just finish my physic report and i decided to write a post~
i suddenly knew that i need to  be in Applied Bioscience group B but not group A.
so,my timetable is change.Finally i can wake up late every friday(start 10am)
Better than my old timetable~everyday 9am start class.
It's super duper tired when i wake up everyday!>.<

After i change group,i also chage my team in physic class~
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
i same group with a handsome guy!!
actually isn't very handsome la,but very man lo^^
don't jealous everyone~~
i need to write report with him tomorrow^^

Actually many thing happen after i came here.
All the malaysian student live in the same building and there is many conflict.
Feel tired to manage the relationship with them.
Sometimes i prefer to go somewhere alone although i noe it's very dangerous.
Receive some email from campus tat told us tat some of the student had been robbed when
walking alone at street.

it's too boring~
after c all the photo in my previous life,i realize that i have change a lot!!
but i think i become more ugly after i come here=.=

有时候，我们等的不是什么人，什么事，

我们等的是时间，

等时间，让自己改变

Tired

Long time didnt go out and play~
maybe will go bealfast or somewhere else this weekend~
But!!
Wish i can take a rest now><
damm tired now~
have lots of thing need to study~
headache~~
I think i better have a nap first~

It's a complicated week

i joined the hiphop society
we learnt krump in 1st lesson =.=
long time didnt dance...whole body is so pain nw><
like a "aunty" ...

after the claz,we decided to go fresher ball
the fresher ball is located at silence pub n it's begin from 11pm
wow...tis is my 1st time wearing the sexy dress n go out...
n my 1st time to go pub too!!
freezing when walking on the street(the skirt is too short)~
hahahaha...actually i hv a lot of fun tat day^^
all the ppl is so high in the club~
met a lot of ppl n many things happen in the club...
although it's very fun but i noe tat it's very dangerous...
i wont go thr without my fren...
n nez time i wont wear so sexy go le d....=.=
i hate those boy who kacau me in the improper ways!

After we back to hostel,my friend room had been robbed!!
all the laptop,netbook,router,money lost!
but the thief is so funny,
he take riggit malaysia but no take pound =.=

Fortunately,the police help them to check the cctv
the thief was caught!!
in one day only!!
so efficient !
totally not like malaysia~

1st time go pub^^

haha~so misty^^

my friend in ireland^^

Lonely Night

孤独的夜晚

思念着故乡

说不难过，那都只是骗人的

到底还要多久，才能对一切麻木呢？

我没资格喊累，只能努力的向终点迈进

身上肩负着多少的期待与责任

真的让我好累好累。。。

school started

all my claz start from tis monday.
it really take a long hours.not juz 1 day is everyday=="
everyday start at 9am~
means that i need to wake up on 730am!!
the reason why i need to wake up so early is because i nid to cook my lunch to school.
it's too expensive to take lunch in campus><
i nid to save money.

haiz~~actually all the subject i nid to study is quite boring><
especially the math.
they only teach primary school math==
but i cnt skip the claz....really waste my time=="
1 week 4 hours...
boring boring n boring.

n i realize that i become like an aunty after i cm here.
everyday buy vegetable,meet,egg n many many grocery==
i think i wil cook very gd after tis 4 years
sometimes it really make me feel very troublesome to cook.
so,i wil juz eat sandwich or biscuit when i lazy.

miss all of the things in malaysia...TT
my delicious food
my dearest friend
n many many....
haiz~~
i wan holiday!!!

photo taken when skype with someone~^^

空虚

我真的真的要疯了啦！！！
很闷很闷很闷很闷很闷很闷很闷很闷
很闷很闷很闷很闷很闷很闷很闷很闷
没有事做啊~~
我的科系的事还没有弄好啊TT
他们的效率真的很慢咯~~
我今天很没有心情咯 =.=
我想要回金河唱K咯
我要发霉了咯~

好~停止发牢骚！
我好想回马来西亚一个星期再回来这里哦~
haiz....继续闷吧~~

induction week

i juz decided to change my course to applied bioscience after 1 day orientation...

i wondering why i feel so bad in tat day....

i can understand what the lecturer said but i need to be very very concentrate

it juz made me very tired after all the talk.

start scaring what will happen after the course start

cn i understand all the subject?

cn i make freind with all the european student??

cn i be more independent?

what thing wil happen when doing the experiment in the lab?

we juz get too much help from secondary school teacher when doing experiment><

i dunno hw to make different type of solution

hw to use the microscope

hw to cut the frog==

haiz......scare scare n scare non-stop...

i want to start control my weight le~~

i dun wan to become overweight after i back to malaysia...

i wan to join yoga,salsa n hiphop society！^^

coz my class isnt very full!

n i realize hw broken is my english are==

i cnt understand the word on the slide show in most of the talk in induction week...

erotic?encode?reminiscing?sporadic?murmuring?

oh gosh!!!what is tat??

i nid to open the dictionary or google translate everyday after i back to hostel.

n i start talking like a european ald。。。==“

they like to say "oh!my gosh" "i juz cnt believe it" "that's great"

many many n many~~

n even a cashier wil talk to u when u paid the money~

tis is a gd time to practise ur english actually~

coz they r nt ur friend n ur lecturer^^

hope i cn get used to all the things here as soon as possible~^^

外国生活篇

这一个星期啊发生了很多很多事情。

也让我意识到朋友的可贵。

有时候能认识到一个愿意了解你的人其实就很幸运了。

有时候不要强求太多人会更开心吧。

我很开心我有一班很好的朋友^^

尤其有时候有人骂我是因为关心我我就觉得好幸福哦~

还有人竟然在每一篇部落格写上我爱尔兰的时间

看了我也很感动~

或许亲情和友情都是那样坚固吧~

yihlin你不要暗爽哦~^^

在一个新的地方

认识了一班新的朋友

这个人不爽那个人哪个人又不爽那个人

其实阿真的很烦。。。

真的开始不明白为什么我这么喜欢外国生活了。。。

好像很不实在将。。。

好想念以前的生活啊~

我想念我的snowflake想念我的shimino想念我的momo

还有肉骨茶，jogoya ,greenbox 还有很多很多。。。

救命啊。。。

才一个星期啊TT

或许开学后就没有事了吧。。。

我要坚强！！

话说啊，我在决定写部落格之前竟然给刀割到手><

倒霉死了,另个手还敏感

基本上洗东西都不懂要怎样

哈哈~对不起啦让人看到倒胃口的东西。。

去了一趟trinity college

这里的风真的很大叻><

在爱尔兰的第一参麦当劳~贵死了><

第一次看马将嚣张的过马路~==“

气死了

我现在真的很想骂臭话
！#@￥#￥￥%（*……@#￥@#￥@！#
真的是气死了！！！！
离我远一点
￥#@#￥……￥&……%@#￥#@
哼！！！！！！！！！

釋然

遇到什麼不開心的事情或者想不通的事情就翻出來看一下
然後學著釋然
人最大的幸福應該是自己給的
尤其是女人
生活從來都不乏色彩
只是有時候我們會被悲傷仇恨嫉妒蒙蔽了雙眼
一頭紮進去不願意出來
畫地為牢
一遍又一遍地重複自己的悲傷
其實女人不必如此
不用委屈著自己的心情
快樂永遠不缺少理由
沒有誰必須是誰的太陽或月亮
也沒有誰離開誰就會窒息而亡
學著自己給自己製造快樂和幸福
用自身的魅力去吸引著別人
而不是死纏爛打地拖著某人學著去理解去體諒
學著去遺忘一些不愉快的事情
學著放棄糾纏於雞毛蒜皮的小事
學著忍耐淡然
學著忽視表面的不安

两个月

不知不觉还有两个月就要出国了。。。
说起来连自己都不懂自己在想什么了。。。
潜意识中，一直不要去想。。。
我每一天还是笑到很开心，可是连我自己都不懂那是不是真的笑容。。。
我每一天都让自己很累很忙，弄到自己静不下来
连我自己都被自己搞累了。。。

或许我只是没有信心而已吧。。。
也许也是时候学着不要再依赖，不能任性。。。
我还是要加油，毕竟花了妈妈将多钱
我还是要照顾好自己，不要让别人担心

不管以后我们会怎样，只是想告诉你
♥谢谢你♥

有时候。。。有时候。。。

有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆。­

有时候，突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷的发慌，拼命想寻ZhaoYiGe出口。­

有时候，发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。­


有时候，感觉自己与世界格格不入，曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。­

有时候，突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。­

有时候，别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开始百感交集。­

有时候，希望时间为自己停下，做完己还没来得及做的事情。­

有时候，想一个人躲起来脆弱，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。­

有时候，突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来。­

有时候，夜深人静，突然觉得不是睡不着，而是固执地不想睡。­

有时候，走过熟悉的街角，看到熟悉的背影，突然就想起一个人的脸。­

有时候，明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表达。­

有时候，觉得自己拥有着整个世界，一瞬间却又觉得自己其实一无所有。­

真的只是有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。­

有时候，很想放纵自己，希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地发一次疯。­

有时候，突然找不到自己，把自己丢的无影无踪。­

有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。­

有时候，看不到自己未来的样子，迷茫的不知所措。­

有时候，发现自己一夜之间长大了。­

有时候，听到一首歌，就会突然想起一个人。­

有时候，希望能找个人好好疼爱自己，渴望一种安全感。可当那个可以疼你的人出现的时候，你却偏执地退隐。­

有时候，别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话，心里郁闷的发慌。­

有时候，被别人伤害，嘴上讲没事，其实心里难过的要死。­

有时候，常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去无法释怀。­

有时候，很容易感动别人的关怀，有时候却麻木地像个笨蛋。­

有时候，看着时间一点点流逝，任凭叹息，自己却无能为力。­


其实，有时候，真的会想这么多 。

逼出来的坚强

哭的时候没人哄，我学会了坚强；
怕的时候没人陪，我学会了勇敢；
烦的时候没人问，我学会了承受；
累的时候没人可以依靠，我学会了自立...
就这样我找到了自己，
原来我很优秀，更可贵的是，世界上，
我只有一个，只有一个我！
渐渐地，我成熟了，
知道了人是被逼出来的，
只有压力才有动力，因为没有更大的不如意，
所以现在的不如意也是幸福的！
想要成蝶的蛹就要破茧，
想要重生的凤凰就要蘖磐，
就要坚强，即使独自悲伤，
也不要去乞求怜悯
，嗟来的是廉价的，赶上的是便宜的，
在追求美好的同时不要失去自我，要始终做我自己，
只有自己才拥有自己全部的风格，谁也模仿不了，真实的你没有盗版！
相信自己可以撑起属于自己的那片蓝天~是马就应去驰骋草原，
是鹰就该去翱翔天宇，而我只需要做好我自己！
生活所迫又怎样，环境不好又怎样，困难大又怎样，这一切都需要你自己去打拼！拼不出来就找个地盘老实呆着！
这社会谁会可怜你啊！
谁不是从挨打过来的，谁不是从孙子混过来的吖。不能主宰别人就管好自己，给自己个机会去重生，被逼出来的你才是蜕变的英雄，把握好这个机会，去展示全新的自己，
我永远都相信“爱拼才会赢”
爱上等于哀伤，宁可高傲的发霉，也不低调的凑合。
无聊时看看书，孤独时找个最好的朋友聊聊，
多疼疼自己，健康是一切的本钱。
不要过分去强求不属于自己的东西，
因为那样毫无意义，潇洒的放下该放下的，
去活出自己的精彩！

最高形态的爱

最高形态的爱。。。
不是占有
而是祝福你爱的人
得到幸福
永远快乐~

伤害

你知道吗？
你的话。。。
就好像无形的刀。。。
一次又一次的伤害我。。。
你说了很多我需要改进的地方。。。
然而。。。
对你来说。。。
我真的将虚伪么？？
难道连一个基本的信任都不能有么？
原来。。。
一切都是我自作多情。。。
真是可笑啊~

给自己的对不起

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起总是让自己不开心

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起总是莫名其妙的忧伤

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起总是给自己太多的压力
忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起总是忘了提醒自己好好照顾自己

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起总是不能为所欲为的做自己喜欢的事儿

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起总是和别人说对不起而忘了自己

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起因为悲观让自己不再相信生活

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起因为倔强让自己受了很多伤

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起因为伪装让自己活的很辛苦

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起因为年轻让自己疲惫了太久

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起因为悲伤麻烦了一些爱我的人

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起很久没有好好的照顾自己

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起很久没有好好的利用时间享受生活

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起很久没有给自己挑一份喜欢的礼物

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起曾经为了别人而难为自己

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起难过的时候只能让自己硬撑着

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起含泪微笑的时候我没有倾诉

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起心那么的疼还要假装着不在乎

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起让自己装了这么多年的无所谓

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起很多东西我没有学会好好珍惜

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起忘记了要搁浅

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，
对不起再也找不回原来的自己了


我弄丢了太多的东西、忘记了太多的事情、舍弃了太多的责任......

对不起，对不起，
对不起，真的对不起......

不敢乞求自己的原谅，
只有让自己活得更好才能对过去的生活有所补偿
忘记所有，重新开始
抬头仰望夜空，眼泪都已倒流，嘴角轻轻上扬

告诉自己
明天太阳依旧灿烂，生活却要华丽转身